Patience.

i could taste it, baby can you taaaaaaaaaaaste it??

man, artists gotta sing songs over...and over...and over... and oooooooover! its no joke! shout outs to Brianna Brown holdin it down on what may be my first music video. i'm proud of myself for just letting things be aka not asking to look at anything filmed, following instructions......... i still have to see it and decide at the end tho!!! i think thats balance.

i can't explain the feeling of really looking into the lens of that camera and imagining someone watching me... trying to transfer that emotion to them when i can't look them in their eyes. i can see how it would feel/look like a vain event when it's not done consciously. but again, thank you Ms. Brianna Brown! Xwell didn't get in the video, but going with the flow even though we had a plan only made things more authentic. next one, kid.

on next notes, i got a jobb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i start tmr, i knew since friday. it's a full-time data entry stint, on-going and in the evening. i got it through babylo- i mean a third party agency. thankful. oh................... and I got called back for a second interview for that full-time salary one!!!!! if im to get this one:

STUDIO STUDIO STUDIO... vacation, expensive natural toiletries, jeans, gold, sneakers, bomb ass winter jacket, albums, paint room, foooooooood and maaaaaaaaybe... juuuuuuuust maaaaaaaaaaybe.... (price is right voice) a new caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar!!! i'm thinkin forest green Mercedes, one of the older square back ones with the big emblem... sand interior, woodgrain, standard, slight tint, extraaaaa clean with a big stinkin license plate that says JUSTICE. yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhh. or a jeep. AND a bike... in the summer (NDG waddup).

or maybe it'll be more economical if i just save and build a time machine and teleport back to the 90's................ oh yeah- "and pay back Osap/outstanding debts/help with mortgage/nails done hair done everything did etc etc etc" all this while fighting crime. haha. lol.

i hope no one takes this the wrong way, but I could definitley see myself with a blind man... a man not being able to see and falling in love with a woman is so romantic. where's DareDevil at? can we get a pitbull instead?

shout outs to Yawway back from Montreal! you were missed!!! and shout outs to Jou coming back from Ottawa with a ride!!!!!!!!! steppin up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! big tings!!!!! and shout outs to Jeezy for being a good dad, and to baby bro for handing in his first resume at 14!!! shout outs to all the young men that are trying to do better for themselves and their communities as early as possible and not using age as an excuse.